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Fear,
The rational and irrational fighting inside me,
So afraid that tears well up in my eyes,
And my body trembles uncontrollably,
Anxiety almost unbearable,
Fear,
No ying and yang,
It is so real,
And yet I know it is not,
Unreal
Petrified,
And unable to face it,
So I reach out and ask,
Please help,
And eventually,
Like now,
It subsides,
Real fear,
To the bone,
Leaving me shaken.

SDM